i'm calling can you even hear me?
look so full, but feel so empty
i'm throwing myself to you wholly
because nothing is fine
i'm not alright
so i'll drink tonight
just like i did last night
i'll float through the meltdown
like every fucking time
still nothing's alright
I am too young to want to die
still i think about it
every single time i simulate it in my room
sleeping until way past noon
i am too young to want to die
I'm taking these pills again
from now until i am gone
swallowing nine a day
until i am fine
when will i be fine?
sugar coat the madness
breaking in half my glasses
anxiety always passes
but i'm shaking for days
i need to cut this pain
I am too young to want to die
still i think about it every single time i simulate it in my room
sleeping until way past noon
i am too young to want to die
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